decoupling

I am sad. He hurt me. Decoupling? Does that mean you don't want to be a couple anymore? I know I have room to do so much more. But why would you keep saying this thing over and over again? To scare me? Well, if you mean it, you can stay decoupled until you want it back. But you have to want it. You have to tell me you are sorry. Your ego is getting too much in between us. Sure you have justified reasons for your actions. Justified by your ego, not me. I don't care for your just reasons. I care how my heart aches. I don't want anything from you. Really, nothing. I only wish you would love me. Just love me. It hurts when I feel your hatred.

Thats the way the cookie crumbles

feel like crumbs. the pressure has crumbled me into nothing. I can't work. Have I lost it? Am I too weak? I don't want to admit that.
two options. Admit you are weak and give up. I dont like that option. Other is fight and prove that you are strong. Best way to do it is just do it. Just do it. Don't think about what it is gonna do to you. You need to think very little. Make a list, Get it done. Simple as that. Don't think. You can do it. Always have a list of things to do so you dont have to think so much. thinking distracts you, makes you lazy, brings in your depression, tension and other excuses for not working. You have so much to do. Keep doing.