attention defficiency syndrome

i just skipping from one thing to another thing. Am I using this as a an excuse ?? Saying that I can't control myself. Of course I can control myself. I should not be giving excuses. I should be doing things. One by one, accomlishing tasks bestowed upon me. In order of priorities. With a cool head. I can breathe and calm myself and look at the thing that needs to be done. I am me. I can do anything and everything if I just set my mind to it. It is possible. I have some trouble, but I will get around them. I will not be excusing myself. I will face challenges head on and come out victorious. I am not giving up. I will take responsibility and handle it as best as I can. My strength is my indomitable spirit. I will not let go of something in the middle.

I need to find myself. I don;t know anymore who I am, what I am doing or want to do. I don;t have the answers. I am lost. I must know the answer. I have limited time. I will make best use of it. I will.

Take care of myself

It's hard to admit your limitations. I used to believe I'm superwoman. I can do anything I want to do. It is still true. I CAN do what I want to, but I will have to take care of my shortcomings. you have to know where you fall short. So you can take the extra measure to fill that gap.

I have to take really good care of myself. Otherwise I start to crumble. I start to lose out. Like my depression. I have t constantly plan my days and keep my self busy and keep myself checked that I'm falling into a trap of depression. I have to make sure I am happy and happening. Then again, If I don't eat regularly the three meals and plenty of snacks in between, my body doesn't have the extra storage (i don;t want fat storage either) to function 100%. So I can't skip meals. It is important for my happiness also. I have to eat well. So no skip meals. I gotta make sure I have something to eat every meal time. Just eat, no matter what. Have fun eating food. Eat foods you love. Eat Love Pray! hehe:)

My soap allergy or whatever. I cannot ignore it. I cannot keep skipping on dishwashing either. So wear the gloves, you may not like it. I hate living cheap sometimes. I want to spend that amount to be comfortable. Frugality is fine but misery is miserable.

I get sitracted so easily... I need to hold myself in the line all the time. I gotta check myself.. continuously... Like looking voer a baby. Sigh! I am a kid. aboslutely. So I gotta watch over myself.

No more hiding away. Life is calling.