Take care of myself

It's hard to admit your limitations. I used to believe I'm superwoman. I can do anything I want to do. It is still true. I CAN do what I want to, but I will have to take care of my shortcomings. you have to know where you fall short. So you can take the extra measure to fill that gap.

I have to take really good care of myself. Otherwise I start to crumble. I start to lose out. Like my depression. I have t constantly plan my days and keep my self busy and keep myself checked that I'm falling into a trap of depression. I have to make sure I am happy and happening. Then again, If I don't eat regularly the three meals and plenty of snacks in between, my body doesn't have the extra storage (i don;t want fat storage either) to function 100%. So I can't skip meals. It is important for my happiness also. I have to eat well. So no skip meals. I gotta make sure I have something to eat every meal time. Just eat, no matter what. Have fun eating food. Eat foods you love. Eat Love Pray! hehe:)

My soap allergy or whatever. I cannot ignore it. I cannot keep skipping on dishwashing either. So wear the gloves, you may not like it. I hate living cheap sometimes. I want to spend that amount to be comfortable. Frugality is fine but misery is miserable.

I get sitracted so easily... I need to hold myself in the line all the time. I gotta check myself.. continuously... Like looking voer a baby. Sigh! I am a kid. aboslutely. So I gotta watch over myself.

No more hiding away. Life is calling.