kalke Math porikkha diye aschi. Keno jani na khub kharap hoise porikkha. Preperation je kharap chilo ta bola jabe na. Ontoto age jotogula Math porikkha disi tar theke valo chilo.. Ami prochur onkgo korsilam.. Tobe nijer fakibajir karone porikhar age age practice kora hoi nai. kebol dekhe gesilam. etai bod hoi kal hoise.. porkkhar hall a giye dekhi sob ongko e ami pari. kintu korte giye khali atke jete thaklam. answer kore aschi motmuti kintu onek sondeho ase.. sobche dukkher bepar ekta ongko ami porikkhar ager din o practice kore gesi abong seta ashe. ebong ei onkota ami porikkhar somoy konovabei kore uthte parlam na. parlamna to parlam e na.. ek ghontar beshi gobeshona korsi eitar piche, tao holo na.. monta vishon kharap hoye chilo..
Jokhon porikkha shesh holo tokhon nijeke khub oporadhi mone occhilo. karom imon amake eto thelse gutaise ei koidine porar jonno. ami porikkha kharap disi shunle o darun mon kharap korto.. amar dharona chilo, question jokhon ato easy asche tokhon o nishchoie khub valo porikkha dise.. kintu dekhi or o mon kharap. pore shuni or porikkha naki amar thekeo kharap hoise. Tokhon nijer mon kharaper theke or mon valo koratai beshi important mone holo. bechara ekebare venge porislo. dekhe mone hocchilo nijer upor theke bisswas hariye felche, ba kemon ekta vab jeno bisswas korte parche na ki hoise.. Onek khon amra libraryte chup chap bose chilam.. at times like this a hand gives more sympathy than a thousand words.. that's what i did, i kept quiet while he played with my hand. :) when we were coming dow from the building, gave him a small hug. i belivve that felt like "hot chicken soup when you have a bad cold and soar throat".. LOL..
when i cam home i straight went for a nap. then woke up for lunch. I warned mother the day before that i wouldn't be coming home for lunch if i she cooked "kochu" for lunch. coz we had been having that for the last 7 days. but i found that there was nothing eat but that. she's so wicked.. knew that i would belive that she won't cook kochu after my threat and so i'd come home hoping something else to eat. that's why she cooked kochu so that i can't escape it :S.. sometimes i'm amazed with her brain..
ek soptaho holo namaj pora shuru korsi.. kintu gotokal allah er upor vokti sroddha uthe jcchilo, after the exam. cos in the the day before i prayed to GOD and asked only for strength for me and imon so that we can give a nice exam.. but whtever i have praye for so far. exactly the opposite happened, in each case.. so i was losing faith.. but then i thought that He's probably testing me if my prayer's are true or am i just showing off. i decided not to fail in that test. so i have kept on praying.
Aditi has invited the friend circle to her house on 3rd october after the exam. they are leaving their old fashioned antique house pretty soon leaving it to the developers to build a multi storeyed apartment building there. It was a nice house , very sad to know that it'll be destroyed.
Mother's first year final exam's routine has been published. She is crazy with studies now. At the moment she has gone to shyamoli to see her ill Borofupu. My nani caled and informed her that her condition s critical and she may pass away anytime. May God be with her.
erm, i have decided to study, but spending more time on the net, playing trivia nd now writing this blog. I better get outta here right now.. bye bye
