Thats the way the cookie crumbles

feel like crumbs. the pressure has crumbled me into nothing. I can't work. Have I lost it? Am I too weak? I don't want to admit that.
two options. Admit you are weak and give up. I dont like that option. Other is fight and prove that you are strong. Best way to do it is just do it. Just do it. Don't think about what it is gonna do to you. You need to think very little. Make a list, Get it done. Simple as that. Don't think. You can do it. Always have a list of things to do so you dont have to think so much. thinking distracts you, makes you lazy, brings in your depression, tension and other excuses for not working. You have so much to do. Keep doing.